I could never win

I was looking up information on sadist and I want to know if they have some cross wireing going on.
I want to know if I was really raised by a sadist. Today I was just thinking about when I was 15 and my dad told me I had to get a job because he would no longer pay for my basic needs except for food. So, I went out and got a job, while I would be working he would call his friend and have discussion about me sleeping with guys while I was a work. One day his friend showed up at my work and went home and told him she saw me talking to a guy. When I went home he beat me up and told me to call work and quite. I was working in a fast food place so I had to inreact with males.

He has said if I got rape he would kick my ass on top of it. He also tryed to tell me how to dress. I was not to wear anything tight cuz guys would notice my body in tight cloths.

He has threatened to kill me.

He would say nasty things about women and laugh about it. He once told me if I did good he would kick my ass and if I did bad he would kick my ass. I couldn't win

Is he a sadict or is there something else there.

He is a sick, abusive man. It doesn't matter if he has a disorder or which disorder it is. Are you away from him now, still having contact? I'm sorry he put you through all that, it's terrible.

jasmin
I don' t have contact with him

Hey, I'm glad that you don't have contact with him!

Geneva wrote:I was looking up information on sadist and I want to know if they have some cross wireing going on.
I want to know if I was really raised by a sadist. Today I was just thinking about when I was 15 and my dad told me I had to get a job because he would no longer pay for my basic needs except for food. So, I went out and got a job, while I would be working he would call his friend and have discussion about me sleeping with guys while I was a work. One day his friend showed up at my work and went home and told him she saw me talking to a guy. When I went home he beat me up and told me to call work and quite. I was working in a fast food place so I had to inreact with males.

He has said if I got rape he would kick my ass on top of it. He also tryed to tell me how to dress. I was not to wear anything tight cuz guys would notice my body in tight cloths.

He has threatened to kill me.

He would say nasty things about women and laugh about it. He once told me if I did good he would kick my ass and if I did bad he would kick my ass. I couldn't win

Is he a sadict or is there something else there.

Sounds like a typical bully to me. Just never ever talk to him again and you will be fine.