I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO

Well, I'm glad that you aren't talking to that guy anymore, but you need to tell someone what he did. I hope you don't feel like I"m nagging you, because I'm really not trying to, but I care about you, and I really think you need to tell someone!!

Well, it's good that you're eating...but please don't throw it up!! You're body needs that food. And a lot of gross, painful things can happen to you, if you continue to throw up what you eat. I don't want you to be anorexic, but I don't want you to be bulimic either!! Does your therapist know about this. I think if you'll be honest with both her and your mom, you can get better. Your therapist can help you get better!! Please talk to her about this.

*BIG HUGS!!!*

~element

hey well Im not starving anymore so thats good but i take like 24 laxatives per day and throw up after i eat anyway my teacher is looking at me bye

Laxatives can cause your system to depend on them. They don't help you lose weight. And they can be very dangerout.

Throwing up, can hurt your organs.

Please eat right, and get out and do things that burn calories. .There is no quick fix, and nobody is perfectly beautiful. Even Paris Hilton wears extentions. lol.

I'm proud of you for eating, BUT PLEASE TRY TO KEEP IT DOWN!!!! Because if you don't, you're just going to get sicker and sicker. AND I DO NOT WANT THAT!!! Did you tell anyone about what your boyfriend did? I hope you will.

Please take care of yourself and keep some food down. Skin and bones isn't beautiful!! Please don't turn yourself into a skeloton!!!

~element

Hey element how are u hun?
well the thing is I cant control myself anymore its addicted I eat and than throw up it makes me feel so sad btw I have anew therapy but she doesnt know stuff about anorexia and bulimia so its hard to talk to her cuz she doesnt understand me at all she is not nice at all I dont like her but o well .Im so happy I HAVE SOMEONE wonderful LIKE U i HOPE UR DOING GREAT
HAVE AN AWESOME DAY MELISSA

I'm doing okay.

Glad you got a new therapist, but maybe you should try to find ANOTHER one. I think you deserve to have someon that you like. I really think you NEED to have someone that you like. I think it'd make you a lot more comfortabl!!

Are you still talking to a therapist about your anorexia/bulimia? I really hope so, because you're doing some serious damage to your body, and I know I can't just talk you out of it, because you don't even like what you're doing. It's sort of like me and my Self-injury deal. It doesn't matter how harmful it is or how much I know I should not do it, I keep doing it anyway. I'm actually do pretty well at quitting right now though.

how are you? I haven't talked to you in a while, and I"m a little worried.

IM REALLY SORRY I DIDNT WRITE ANYTHING I WENT TO A CAMP I FEEL THAT LIFE ARE POINT LESS TO ME I STARTED THROWING UP AGAIN AND TAKING DIET PILL ANYWAY I MISSED U HOW ARE U PLIZ LET ME KNOW

yeah, i was sort of worried.

Please don't think that life is pointless. It's not. It can be wonderful at times. Please go to a doctor and stick with it!! Get therapy. As much as it takes. Please!! And please don't tkae any diet pills!! How much do you weigh now? I'm rerally worried about you!!

I'm doing okay. I also went to camp, and I miss my new friends but anyway.

Please get so;me help and let me know how you are!

~element

WHAT DO U MEAN A DOCTOR UMM DO U MEAN A MEDICAL DOCTOR OR WHAT.
IM GOING TO A THERAPY EVERY WEEK I DONT FEEL COMFORTABLE WITH HER SO I DONT TELL HER ANYTHING I AM 114 pounds.

DO U THINK I SHOULD GO TO A MEDICAL DOCTOR AND TELL HIM\HER WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME

I FEEL REALLY WEAK EVERYDAY IM JUST SAD ALL THE TIME AND ALL I WANT IS TO DIE I WISH I COULD STOP THROWING UP BUT I CANT EVEN IF I WANT TO ANYWAY HAVE A NICE DAY MELISSA