I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO

DId you eat anything today? And if so, what did you eat and did you keep it down? Sorry. i'm not trying to be annoying or anything, but I'm worried about you, and I want to know how you're doing. Keep me updated.


~element

yes I did eat I ate about 200 cal .I didnt starve myself ho and u asked me how much I weight right now I weight 106 anyway how are u are u eating well ?Le me know
and please please please dont starve urself.

Gosh, I can't believe you only weigh 106 pounds. Hunny, you're going to get really sick if you don't gain weight. BUT, I am very proud of you for eating today!! I don't believe 200 calories is enough, but at least your eating. I hope you are still seeing a counselor? Are you?

I've been eating too much lately. I gained back to 128. It's better than starving though. I feel fat, but I"m not really. I"m probably going to try a healthy diet soon, so I can lose down to 120, which is a healthy weight for me, I think.

~element

Please keep me updated on how you are doing, so I won't worry too much.

WELL TODAY I DIDNT EAT ANYTHING I JUST WANT TO LOOSE A FEW LBS THATS IT .SO HOW WAS UR DAY HUN HO AND I HAVE TO TELL U THIS THISBOY IN MY CLASS IS SO CUTE BUT THE PROBLEM PROBLEM IS HE IS TOUCHING ALL THE TIME HE WANTS ME TO GET HIGH WITH HIM I REALLY DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO O WELL

Don't get high with him!! You'll regret it, and he may just want to take advantage of you. I know it's hard to resist a cute guy!! Beleive me, I have the biggest crush ever right now. Just don't let your crush on him control you, which is what you would be doing if you went and got high with him.

WELL TODAY I DIDNT EAT ANYTHING I JUST WANT TO LOOSE A FEW LBS THATS IT

Hunny, that isn't how you're supposed to lose a few pounds!! And you do not need to lose any weight. I'm really scared that you're going to get badly sick. You're already sick. I'm worried about you!!

So are you still talking to a counselor, and does your mom know that you're still anorexic?

hows it goin'?

hey i went to a friend house for a week or so and i didnt want her to see what im doing my dad knows about my anorexia he knows im still anorexic now look element Im really sorry about not writing to u but u know why but u now why i just didnt want my friend to see to tell truth i feel really close to u like i can tell u everything anyway I hope ur doing great how is ur eating ?
anyway let me know

Don't feel bad at all. I don't want anyone to know that I'm on this site either. That's understandable.

I'm glad your dad knows about your problem. I hope you're getting help for it. Are you? Either way, you can tell me.

I wish you could register (it's free!! ) so you could private message me. But I understand if you don't. It took me a long time before I actually registered.

As for my eating habits. I go from one extreme to the other. Right now I'm eating way too much. I need to get started on a healthy diet. Right now I'm just under a lot of stress, trying to finish uncomprehendable amounts of school, and I just don't feel like dieting. But I think I'm going to have to start dieting soon, becaue I've gained weight. I weighed 129-130 last time I checked. Keep in mind that i'm 5'7". So I want to lose about 10 pounds, but I'm going to try to do it the healthy way. Hopefully when school is out, I can excersize more.

I worry about you. I hope you can get some counseling or something (if you aren't already having counseling). Does your mom know about your anorexia? Are your parents divored, 'cuz I'm slightly confused about that. If so, which parent do you live with most of the time?

Well, let me know how your doing.

Tkae care of yourself, okay? I'm here to talk anytime you need to.

~element

IWANTTO DIE wrote:HEY MY NAME IS MELISSA I AM 15 YEARS OLD 5.4 I WEIGHT 120 I THINK THAT IM REALLY FAT MY MOM AND DAD CONTROL ME ALL THE TIME I AM SO SAD I WANT TO DIE I AM TRYING TO STARVE MYSELF TO DEATH CUZ I DONT WANNA LIVE ANYMORE I WISH I COULD BE NORMAL I DONT REALLY CARE ABOUT SCHOOL AND STUFF ALL I CARE ABOUT IS MY WEIGHT I THINK THAT IM STUPID I DO NOT NEED TO LIVE WHEN I DO EAT I TAKE ABOUT 12 LAXATIVE RIGHT NOW I USE DIET PILLS AND I FEEL REALLY DIZZY I REALLY DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO WITH MYSELF PLIZ TELL ME WHAT TO DO?
MY MAIL IS HOTTKATEY@YAHOO.COM

Well Just dont do anything to harm yourself Diet Pills I'v Tryed It got my no where im just gonna Eat Tiny untill i lose weight . i think u should just do the same.. your parent are contoling u b/c your not an adult yet and u dont live on your own look at me i still live with em and im 20 turnnin 21 in sept... but just go about your own bissness and everything will be fine... just live u are very need'ed

Actually, you should try to eat healthy amounts of food!! Anorexia sux, and I don't want you to have it anymore. How's it goin' anyway?