I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO

You have access to a computer at the hospital?? Okay, well anyway.

I
110 today

I think you accidentally left a word out there. What were you trying to say? I do that also--leave words out. It annoys me when i look back 'cuz I can't fix it. lol

Well, I'm glad that you are in the hospital!! And I'm glad that they are makig you eat. Maybe you can better now!! I really hope so 'cuz it breaks my heart to think about your starving yourself.

iM SORRR MY NURSE WANTS THE COMPUTER PLIZ WRITE

I understand. I hope you can get back to me soon, though, but if not then that's okay. I understand.

~element

Hi element.

Sfji, but if you register, you can quote, edit your letters, and even delete them. As a guest those options don't show. You can also be Private messaged, and emailed if that be your selection in your profile. Thought I'd let you know.

Hi Ddee!

I've thought about getting registered, but for some reason, I just never have. I think I'm scared that my mom will find out. I don't know why, but anyway.

~element

And Melissa, if you are reading, I hope you're doing great and that you'll let me know how you are when you get back.

element wrote:Hi Ddee!

I've thought about getting registered, but for some reason, I just never have. I think I'm scared that my mom will find out. I don't know why, but anyway.

~element

And Melissa, if you are reading, I hope you're doing great and that you'll let me know how you are when you get back.

Gotcha!!! You do have to log in with a password when you register, so you are safe there, and no personal info shows up, unless you want it to. Just something to think about . MY SO could come here and read my letters only because he knows I'm ddee, other than that I would remain safe.

I hope you're having a great day. And that you take some time for your self to day.

Gentle hugs,

hey Melissa,
I'm not sure if you have access to a computer right now or not, but I just want to let you know that I am still praying for you and thinking about you. I hope you're doing great!!

~element

Hey element! how are you? I got your short post and am very sorry i dnt write bak, My comp's broken, so i am having to use the ones in skl,But i am so hapy to hear from you! I reali missED ! Thanks 4 posting me. I FEEL A LOT BETTER THANK U SO MUCH ELEMENT UR THE BEST FRIEND I EVER HAD I WEIGHT 115 RIGHT NOW HO WELL ANYWAY WRITE BACK HOW R U FEELING HUN

Hey melissa,

It's nice to hear from you again!! I'm glad that you're back. So how are you doing? Are you eating well? I'm so proud of you for gaining some weight back!!! **big hugs**

How long were you in the hospital? I'm sorry that you had to go, but I hope it helped you alot!!

I missed you also. It's been nice to have a friend close to my age to talk to.

As for me, I'm doing pretty well, but I have a TERRIBLE cold. I was sick all day wednesday, throwing up etc. So that wasn't fun, but I'm doing a lot better. I have a pretty bad cough though, but I"m okay.

I was so happy to hear from you again! I hope you're doing great!!!

~element

Hi,
I really hope I'm not getting on your nerves or anything, but I was just wondering how you are doing. I haven't hear from you in a while, and I guess I'm a little worried. So how's it going? Are you getting better? I'll see you later, melissa.

~element

ITS SO NICE NICE HEAR FROM U I HOPE ONE DAY I WILL SEE U IM SO HAPPY TO HAVE U UR SO NICE I STARTED STARVING BTW I READ UR POST IN THE ANOREXIA FORUM U ATE 500 CAL OR SOMETHING LIKE THAT IM SO WORRY PLIZ ELEMENT DONT STARVE URSELF I DONT WANT U TO DIE I HAVE FRIENDS BUT UR SOMEONE I REALLY DO CARE ABOUT AND I MIGHT SOUND STUPID BUT I FEEL LIKE UR MY BEST FRIEND IM SO SORRY I DIDNT WIRTE U BACK PLIZ DONT BE MAD HUN I FELT SO WEAK I WAS REALLY SICK ANYWAY PLIZ WRITE BACK I MISS U SO MUCH.

Don't worry about me. I'm eating plenty now. I'm actually overeating. I'm probably going to try to go on a diet soon, but I'm going to take Kathy's advice, and try a healthy diet this time.

I'm so glad to hear from you again!! I was very worried about you.

You don't sound stupid at all. I'm very flattered tha tyou consider me to be your best friend. that's sweet.

I'm not at all mad at you. I understand that you didn't feel like writing back.

Are you in therapy right now? I'm not starving myself right now. I hope that you will stop starving yourself!! I"m very worried about you, and I would be heartbroken if you died!! Please take care of yourself, Melissa. I thought you were better. If you aren't in therapy now, please get into some kind of therapy program, because I really want you to get better. How much do you weigh right now. Melissa, you're a very sweet girl, and it would be such a shame for you throw your life away because you think you're fat, especially considering the fact that you ARE NOT FAT!! Please get some help. Tell your mom what's going on. You need help, Melissa. Please don't starve yourself anymore. If you want to register on here, then you can pm me sometimes, because I'm registered now.

**big hugz**

take care, okay?

~element