Anonymous wrote:today he told me he was really sorry than we went to the mall and than to his house and he told me that I am his slut and I need to have sex with him and other really gross stuff and than he told me that he gonna kill me if I ever tell anyone or if Im not doing what he told me to do .tomorrow Im going to y therapy I really dont know what to tell her .I feel like I have no control in my life my mom made me gain weight when I wanted to be thin this boy forcing me to have sex with him this girl I just meet is addicted to sex and she want to have sex with this 30 years old guy I know ewww anyway I FEEL THAT THE BEST WAY TO COPE WITH FEELING IS STARVING .
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HOW ARE U element i HOPE UR DOING wonderful

If you talk to your parents and the police, the he won't be able to kill you!! Melissa, you really need to tell your parents...or your counselor. You just need to talk to an adult that can help you. This guy is just going to continue to hurt you and he may hurt someone else. Don't listen to him when he's says he's sorry. You don't just say "sorry" for raping someone and then pretend that all is well. He needs help, just as you do.
I hope you'll change your mind about starving. You're a really nice girl, and it would be soooo sad if you just gave up and starved to death.
*big hugs*
Please believe me when I tell you that if you talk to your parents and to the police about this...things will get better.
And you were doing so well with gaining weight back and eating. I'm very proud of you for that. Please just keep it up.
As far as I'm concerned, this morning, I'm doing fine.
~element