I am looking for something, maybe to be reassured? But I am not sure, I will explain as fast as I can. Since the 7th February I have been a prosecution witness at the crown court in Nottingham. I was sexually molested when I was 6 by my step dad and last February I told the police. It turns out his niece was sexually abused by him too. Yesterday was the final day and the jury made him guilty of all the charges for his niece but the 7 charges with me he was not found guilty because they could not make a decision. Non of my family talk to me and I feel like a **** now, I just don’t understand why, the DC in charge said that its not that they did not believe me but come on, they just could not make a decision, zero charges out of 7......
He has made my life hell and now he's getting away with what he did to me.
I feel depressed, I am on depression medication, anxiety medication, I am just lost for words.