Need some advice/help on what I should do

Hi guys, lately things haven't gone so well in my life and I've had enough. So I need your help and advice on what I should do. So here's my backstory:

Ever since I was a little kid (I'm now a teenager), I have been both physically and mentally abused by my mother. I was (and still am) constantly hyper and very talkative. I wasn't diagnosed with ADHD until 2010. I was born in Taiwan (an island off the coast of China) and lived the first 3 years of my life there. My mom wanted to move to the united states (which is where i live now) but my dad was afraid of change so he stayed in taiwan while my mother brought me here. They divorced. We came to live with my grandma (sweetest person in the world) and everything seemed to go ok. My mom was single and she was working. At school, I wasn't the brightest kid because I would always be talking to my friends in class. So when report cards got sent home, my mom got very angry. She would hit me and sometimes drag me to the shower and spray water at my face until i started choking (i was 6 at the time). things went on like that until i became 8. My mom met me stepdad (really awesome guy) and they dated for a few months then got married. My mom gave birth to twin girls. The worst part is that she abused them too. When my sisters wouldn't listen my mom would hit them. My dad tried to stop her but my mom always did stuff behind his back. Ok so fast forward a few years to the present and i am now a teenager and my sisters are children. The abuse is still going on. Back in 5th grade was the peak. My teacher called my mom saying that in class I would always talk (i can't control it, this was before i started taking medicine to treat ADHD). And my mom lost her sh*t. She shoved em to ground and started yelling at me about how I never listen and cause so many problems. I thought I would be fine (i have been beaten to a point where i bled but i healed eventually) but she hit me to the ground and then she took one of those folding metal stools and swung it right into the left side of my head. surprisingly, i didn't feel it hurt that much (maybe because i was scared sh*tless and the adrenaline was pumping) but a few seconds later i felt something drip from my ear onto my shirt and i saw it was blood. it wasn't a lot at first but then it started to pour. That's when my dad walked in. he carried me to the shower and turned on the water and told me to tell him when the bleeding stopped. It went on for like 5 mins and i was scared i was going to die. It finally subsided a little but still flowing so my dad told me we had to go to the hospital. My dad said that i needed to make up some story so that my mom wouldn't be arrested. when we got to the hospital i wanted to tell the doctors the truth so bad because i've had enough. But i couldn't because no one would be able to take care of us (only my stepdad works and he's in the military so sometimes he gets deployed for up to 8 months at a time). So we went to the hospital and i got stitched up. now come back to 2015 the present, since I'm in high school now, my mom has been pressuring me lately a lot about school. and when i don't get good grades she yells at me and hits me in the head occasionally. (i get yelled at and hit about 2 times a week, estimation). And now i've had enough. There's so much going on in my life right now with school and my social life and I can't take it anymore. Btw my stepdad is deployed right now in Guam. He's gonna be there for 2 years. So i really want to call child abuse hotline to take my mom away but then who's gonna take care of me and my sisters? My stepdad is a really nice guy, he shouldn't have married my mom. I want to get my mom arrested for child abuse but how am i going to show them proof that she actually abused me and my sisters? Please i really need your guys's help.

Hi

Your story really touched me - you've suffered a lot and it's clear that your mother has massively let you down and crossed a line further than she ever should have. No child deserves to be hurt by their parent, whatever they've done. I'm so sorry to hear that you weren't cared for and were abused by your mother. My heart really goes out to that child. There aren't really words for how wrong that was.

It sounds like things have reached a point that you feel you can't take it anymore and you're considering calling the abuse hotline. That's a big step, but you feel that you would like to take it, but are unsure of what the consequences will be. I can empathise with your need to change things in your family, but I can also feel that it's a really hard decision to make because it isn't clear what will happen.

I truly hope that you find your way through this situation and I'm thinking of you and hoping you and your sisters will be ok.

Take care of yourself.

Lisa

I'm just really confused right now because I want me and my sisters to live happily but I am not exactly sure what the process will be like. My parents just purchased a house, and is continuing to may mortgage every month. If my mom gets taken away, where will my sisters and I go, and our possessions? Will I be able to go to the high school I attend now? Will I be put into a foster home for who knows how long or can I stay with my friends? I don't know what will happen and if you guys could explain the possible outcomes that would help a lot. Thank you!