people defend my abuser because they "saw a lot" (liars)

people actually defend my abusers because they "saw a lot" which they didn't. it's a lie. i was the one who saw a lot. i was the one who almost died from abuse several times. the authorities in this country will only care about you if you are blonde and blue little girl or a tall dark and handsome child. those sorts of children dont get abused. i hate my family. i only love my mother. but my mother does not love me. i am currently dying my hair blonde to fool authorities. i swear they only care about blonde girls. blonde is considered feminine in this country. no one wants a girl with dark hair and dark eyes. that's what unwanted children look like. i hate this country. it's disgusting.

i'm so so sorry that you've had to go through not only horrible abuse but that the people who should have stopped them completely and utterly suck.. they seriously fail at any description of being a human.