Please read me.

That little f*ck doesnt know how to stop. he yells from far away my name and says "come here" like a tough guy. before 1 hour i was comming back from the shop where i was getting my colours to paint when our ways crossed. He was near me and started fronting to me. I went to him,I lost my anger,i regret it so much. I tried to give a few slaps but I moved my hand slow so he could defend him self. There were 2 of his friends watching him. and i dont like to give show. he took out a knife,i ignored it ofc ,he aint doing nothing with that,and thats when i "slapped" him,he put the knife back in his pocket. then i headed to the elevator and told him care with that knife it may end up on your as*ss. my voice shaked. then he yelled : ill cut your hair bald.
thats how we split. then i got home and started painting.
. this must end cuz im depressed and those episodes destroy me. mess up my fragile self esteem which i am just starting to re build. He sees im quiet and on my way and he looks at me like an easy target to mess around. i understand.
And the most fuc*ed up thing is that it happens when i have been feeling good during the day.
I'm scared of a 15 years old. How gay and pathetic can I possibly be ?

LastMatchLeft wrote:I'm scared of a 15 years old. How gay and pathetic can I possibly be ?

I'm 27, I have no self-esteem problems, and I would definitely be scared of this kid. From my point of view, this is already beyond the line of plain bullying. To me that's real danger. I really don't know what advice I could give you (just don't listen to suggestions from antisocials — I don't know much about you, but they know nothing about you, it's beyond their understanding). But I can tell you this, I would be really scared if I were in your shoes. Safety first.

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LastMatchLeft wrote:I'm scared of a 15 years old. How gay and pathetic can I possibly be ?

I'm 27, I have no self-esteem problems, and I would definitely be scared of this kid. From my point of view, this is already beyond the line of plain bullying. To me that's real danger. I really don't know what advice I could give you (just don't listen to suggestions from antisocials — I don't know much about you, but they know nothing about you, it's beyond their understanding). But I can tell you this, I would be really scared if I were in your shoes. Safety first.

Don't judge.

OP
I'd just ignore him. If that kid were me, I'd be doing that because I'd enjoy that reaction you give, that fear. He's a teenager; you're older; it's a power trip. If you ignore him and don't act afraid, then you ruin his fun. Whenever I first meet someone that I know I'll be spending years with (a teammate in college, for example), I'm intimidating, and I give her a hard time. It's just fun watching those girls squirm. One day I went to a teammate and said, "I'm coming into your house tonight to cut you in your sleep, little girl. Better sleep with both eyes open." She gave me a bored look and said, "Kay. I'll keep the door unlocked." And that was it. I just gave her one of those soft punches in the arm and congratulated her and said, "Damn, girl! You just took all the fun right out of it."

I tried again a few times, and she wouldn't even look at me. She just completely ignored me. Nearly all my friends have to go through that before I accept them. I can't have pansies who take life so seriously associate with me.