What can I do?

Hi,

I used to post on an online forum and exchanged emails with people on there. I have heard of people finding true love, since I am a shy person. People were starting to bully me indirectly at my old workplace and a situation got out of hand so I vented on an online forum about it. Then I had made some penpals, and we exchanged emails messages. This was a while back. Since emailing these penpals via an online forum, I started to notice, that users were repackaging my personal information on an online forum from the emails I would send. They also started saying scenarios similar to what was going on. I used to send emails, to people and I also used to want to help people out on there. Back then I even asked the the online forum user about it and they denied any involvement. I have wanted to be their friends, exchange other contact information and then maybe hang out as friends. I now realize that they started going on smear campaigns of cyber bullying, constantly humiliating me, and assassinating my character, and defame me and so on. Someone at that workplace must have been sharing all my personal emails, and they were able be covert about it.

At the same time they started doing this in person on the job. I ask several employees and bosses about this, and they denied any involvement. I realize now all that they probably did was gaslight me and report me, as well as employees and old friends. Now they have gotten everyone to harass, discriminate me, most doctors are doing this, denying any assistance, several levels of government, police officers are involved with too. I have tried to contact them, and report about the bullying but nothing really came out of it. They somehow managed to convince everyone I know, strangers, friends, that they are right and I am some crazy person, or any label they use just to make themselves look good. Everyone comes around to audit me, my issues, ask me the same questions in different forms, just to frustrate me and find out something to use against me and oppose me.

Everyone really enjoys doing this; they get kicks out of this. Again these covert bullies are all doing it above the law. I have briefly looked into it, and it seems like the covert bullies know the laws really well. It is like they have connections to top lawyers, police, mafia, and are able to get away with everything. Some of them even boasted about this. They over apply the rules to me, but themselves don’t apply it. They are all defending each other. These covert bullies monitor and report whatever I am doing now and then they destroy me in every which way possible. They have destroyed my life. If one way doesn’t work, they find another way all within the law to abuse me. My guess is someone must have reported me, and got some lawyers on my case. I have to add that I tried contacting some lawyers and looks like they turned against me and took the covert bullies side.

I have reported some to the online forum but the covert bullies are still cutting me down. I didn’t hear anything from them. There is a lot more than I am mentioning here. I don’t have any money for a lawyer, let alone move out, and would need support can’t do several things myself. I believe the covert bullies are always two steps ahead, so no matter what I do, they are always ready to abuse me and take great satisfaction out of this. There is more to it than this. I do not know what else to do in this case, if anyone has any suggestions that would be great please.

Since I had posted in that forum the bullying has gotten even worse, the smear campaign etc...

Thank you
Sharpie22

Hiya, I'm really sorry to hear this and I can really relate to feeling constantly harassed powerless and outright put down. My suggestion is keep reaching out for support on these forums *mod edit* to alleviate the distress you are feeling. I would work on maybe changing the environment you are currently in as personally whilst I've had thoughts of the whole world being against me I've noticed sometimes the culture around me specifically is very poisonous. Keep pushing and don't give up with trying to use the law and authority which is in your right to help yourself. You got this! Please do let me know how you get on so I may be of help as one person recovering from bullying to another.

Thank you ihsan for the reply. I must add that there is also some religious people that are involved with this. I understand for using the support forums and all, thank you for your suggestions. Do you have any more suggestions please?

Also there is gangstalking