Hello!

Hi. I am new here. I am a bulimic in recovery.I have been suffering for around 10 years now, probably in recovery for the last 4. I have been doing good in the past but this past year was really stressful I have changed my goals and my life completely and dealing with my eating disorder has just become tougher and tougher. I have a loving boyfriend with a loving family we even live together and I am working towards my career goals but I still am VERY insecure and lash out. I try stopping my binges and purges at least for a few days at a time I had gone for 3 days then 4 now back to 2.. I really need help to get over this I can't seem to stop myself and I don't have the resources to go to therapy again right now. I just need this out of my life so i can focus on all the good this that I have going for me. I sit alone and start crying for no reason and it feels so wrong because I always had and have a good life I have never suffered any abuse or whatever makes other people get into this why can't I just stop it? Also the fact that I have a huge exam coming up at the end of this year that will practically decide my career is not helping..