Day 2 no b/p some hope

After identifying my main trigger about 4 weeks ago I became afraid of it and went on a bender. I didn't think I'd ever surface. Now I have two days b/p free which is a small miracle. I feel more willing and equipped to feel the feelings. So far I have only had to endure the empty feeling for short durations which feels manageable. It was a definite fight the past two days but I'm doing the work. I also got on the wait list for and ed specializing therapist. I keep getting up off the floor.

Good for you. I am proud of you. Keep going. You are in my thoughts and prayers. "HUG"

You go girl