Bulimic

Hey,

Pretty scared to be on here but i am..good or not..im not sure...

i've been classed as bulimic by my doctor/eating disorder team about a month ago now..and i'm not sure on it...

Am I? yes I do throw up when i eat anything..big or little food..everything comes up.

I get told oh dont do it..you dont need to change, but for me i do. they dont see how i see myself and in a way it frustrates me.

Ive never been happy with how i look. been bullied growing up about my weight, and since having my son the feelings just gotten worse and worse..

I feel alone and i feel like i cant talk to anyone (family/friends/partner) cause they automatically say oh you're fine how you are and I just tend to keep quiet and say nothing..

I just need to chat with people in same boat i guess..but i dont know.

Lilme.