What am I doing wrong?

Hey,


How are things going for you now my friend?

Sorry it took me so long to reply!

Well, lately I've been struggling a bit, but I've been seeing a psychologist and a therapist for my depression and social anxiety. So that's been helping somewhat. I'm still a bit hung up on her tho.

I know I talked to her recently but she was telling me that I just seem to frustrate her so much lately. When I asked her why she pushed me away she told me it was because I ask too many questions and because of her mental condition as well

She finally told her dad, and she's supposedly going to be getting help soon but I don't know. I know I've been getting help tho. I know she's not the same person right now. I still love her and I care about her. I know you say to let go, but I just don't think I'm ready to yet. I'd like to think that deep down there is still hope that when she does fix things and take care of her issues, that perhaps she will see me for me again.

I care for her, and I am kind to her, but all it seems to do is anger her and frustrate her. So I'm just going to keep my distance. I don't want to be part of her anger. I guess if she comes around, she comes around.

Hey,

I'm glad that plans are now in place for the future. From reading your first posts it didn't appear that you had any plan. So, anyway, good luck with it all my friend.

Kevster