absolutely no hope *t*

Well now even moreso now. I wrote out a big ass thing to explain how i am ###$ but i cant get help. ###$ it i am done. There are no resources for help or people just like to say there are and not give them. I ######6 give up. Im done. But i cant scroll back fown to my spot and it wouldnt paste it when i copied it.

Anyway. If you have a resource you know of that can get me treatment starting soon, i will try it.

I am probably killing myself tonight. I just got out of our company meeting for insurance. They decreased mental health coverage as i decidrd to sign up. ###$ it.

Dont mention the emergency room, i need hope not someone to temporarily stop me and set me loose with less hope than i went in with.

I am taking the rest of my lithium tonight. Stupid doc told me they cant get it out pf your system when it starts absorbing. They cant stop it.

Unless you can offer me some kind of lasting hope or some idea to get into therapy.

So dude, are you in the UK, or are you in the US? I mean, we need some info so we can help you.

I think it would not help a thing to take all of your lithium.

Why are you not seeking out therapy or DBT? That's what seems to be protocol for all of the BPD traits, so if you tell me where you are, maybe I can find you some resources?

<3 hugs...



AMP

No no no...you can't. You can't give up. You're here for a reason and that's support. We're here to talk, soothe, listen, whatever you need. If you can get a script for lithium, you can get it filled at Sam's or Walmart at a significant discount or do it online through a pharmacy.

If you can't see a psych, you can get a script from your GP.

There are several therapists that will do sliding scale appts so you can go. Please google. I promise you can find someone.

You mentioned you were in the military. Do you not have additional benefits?! Ugh, what a nightmare for your company to do that. I'm so sorry.