Oh Borderline (Triggering maybe? Mention of SI and Suicide)

Yesterday morning I was not doing well. I had impulses to pick up every knife I saw and was planning my own suicide (It wouldn't be until December) but anyways.

This morning I wake up and am in a better mood, can't wait for the day. Hoping to meet new people.

The difference?

I knew yesterday I was going to be alone all day.
Today my sister and her boyfriend are home and are going to be all day.

Yep, typical Borderline.

Yeah, that's BPD. Good that you recognize, so next time around you'll say, I've been here before!

HUGS!