by cursed » Wed Feb 07, 2007 2:02 am
seroquel was one of the long list of drugs i was put on that i had a complete oppisite reaction to. i was only given a sample (as with rest of the drugs, just samples) took ONE lowest dossage mg pill and it was within minutes, instead of 'calming down' and 'becoming sleepy', i went schizophrenic. i thought someone was watching me outside the window to my room. i thought someone got into the house cause my roomie at the time, never locked the door. and they were stalking me as i lay in bed. my speech was royally slurred and it was as if i was drunk on 99 proof alcohol. i was called and told a friend of a friend was in the hospital, and it was extremely serious, soundly critical that he would have the chance of dieing....i didn't give a rotten ass damn if his head blew up. it took a while for it to 'wear off'. and work? freaked out and sent me home cause i 'wasn't me'. they could tell when i was on drugs that didn't agree with my body and freaked out.
i wish, i so so so so wish, someone was out there who could help me figure out what the frigg'n hell is wrong with my body, why i react as i do to a certain category of pharmeceuticals and herbals that always ends up as seizures, migrains, vommiting, rashes, mood swings, and total personality changes....
then again, what was i thinking....i'm just a single oddball freak doc's dont like cause i don't fit their cookie cutter....bastards....
A person must court a virgin differently than a divorcée. One welcomes the charming words; the other needs a demonstration of love to overcome inbuilt skepticism. ~~~ C.S. Lewis ~~~