at the end

im a raging bull. i made a psost and it deleted itself, wtf! ###$ this stupid ######6 site you lame asses. i try to be a good person and improve and i get $#%^ everytime. everybody hate me for NO FUKIN REASON! god what the ###$ do you want? the evil spirits! are you trying to get me to die? well ###$ you. i posted this for you all to see and be warned. be glad your not with me right now. am i forcing people off? well ###$ them x1000000

you havent chased me away x please take care of yourself x

Just Curious,

I agree with me123, you have not chased away me either. I hope when you read this
you will be feeling better. Borderline Rage, is something that no one should have to
go through. What ever turned your attention away, don't let it Blind you. You do have the
strength to do this if you want to. Who you are, and what you feel, make this so. Take
a deep breath and make yourself say/think something positive about yourself.

Can you make a positive statement about yourself?

Blessings,
Red

JustCurious, you haven't pushed me away either. Come back to us. Are you feeling better today?

Ok, ok. I'm still here. I have bpd, but have had treatment and am much improved. However, even in a rage, I don't believe I ever lost touch with reality. Please see your doctor to make sure you are still with us. This could be different than borderline. (((Hugs)))

I saw things the night after this post. I feared for my life. I do not want to go into detail because I think there are people here who will judge me. I just want to let you all know I am still here. I will not kill myself, not now anyways. I see Dr S on tuesday. Pray for me. I need good energies.

sending you good vibes just curious take care of yourself x