Re: my ex left me for 3rd time and I am exp. major anxiety

You can vent on this forum now. I think you should get your therapist to help you. Could you have your boyfriend talk to her and try to tell her about what's going on with you, if she won't believe it if it's coming from you alone? Could you talk to another professional and tell them about what you think is wrong and ask them to please help you, because what you've been doing so far isn't good enough?