First time

Hello everyone
This is my first time on this forum so if you have any tips you can let them know.
My first language isn't english but I'll try my best.
I am a recently diagnosed with bpd and it hit like a rock. I was suspecting it for a few months but the real diagnostication was hard. It's hard to know that there is no way of curing this.
I searched a forum because I feel like no one understands me and no one will take the time to read my paragraphs of how I feel. I always try to write short texts but my feelings are so complicated that i can't discribe it in a short way. I wanted to try this way of venting.

Hi
welcome to this forum.

yeah bpd is very hard to deal with. i still struggle with it every day. the black n white thinking. the mood swings. the impulsive behavior.
hope this forum helps you in some way.