Why has he blocked me?

It sounds messy.

If you guys really love each other, it's enough now with the games.

What's stopping you from being together? Why does it need to be complicated?

He's left again but has been watching my social media even though he has another girlfriend.

i watch social media of some of my former classmates, but i dont really want to talk with anyone.

I don't think he deserves to know after treating me this way.

i dont post anything on social media. but i stalk others at times. yeah i'm a hypocrite.
its not cause i believe 'my life is private blah blah...'
i just dont like posting stuff there. not because of any higher moral ground.

I still miss him bitterly and just keep crying.

i'm sorry you're going through this. yeah the pain sucks. its like someone is peeling off the skin. i dont think there is anything i can say that will make you feel better. sorry.

Will he be back?

i dont know about him, but i hope you, eventually, bounce back.