Intense guilt

We're in the middle of a global pandemic where social distancing is key, and I kissed someone. We've both been cautious to keep a good distance from everyone else for the past few weeks, including each other, but we ###$ up and made out. Now they're a little upset with me for pulling back and want me to come over to their place to hook up since we already broke the social distancing seal. I really care about them but I feel so gross and guilty about it I just can't.

Needed to vent, thank you

BPD, OCD, GAD

Gosh that's a tricky one. But you are absolutely doing the right thing. This virus is dangerous. And those restrictions are there to protect you. And others. If she get's sniffy about it maybe ask how she'd feel if meeting up again killed you and your whole family? Or vice versa.

It is a horrible time for all of us. Better to be lonely/bored than dead, right?

better be safe... u can always meet once the social distancing ends...

Thank you, you two. This is some weird and scary stuff. We both just live with roommates and keep the family contact to a minimum. I really would rather the distance because I'm trying to keep myself grounded and can't handle anything romantic or sexual anyways.

Thank you for the advice, cheers