Hi

Hi everyone. Bpd here.
Ive been lurking here for sometime on and off identifying with the stories here. and I was comfortable just doing that it gave me a great sense of relief I’m not alone. But at the same time feeling sad that your all suffering. Xxxxx Now I’ve plucked up the courage to join and risk the pain of intimacy coz it got to the point where Im sick of running away from a worser pain, one of disconnection and loneliness.

And It feels scary.. Im already mentally rehearsing what could be. ive risked it for a biscuit In the hope someone says
“hi, never mind, just sit right down, make yourself comfortable and join the club of our really wild and wonderful world”. And I say it’s wonderful because if I’m honest...despite the pleasure and the pain, the creativity that comes with it is what makes me tick. I find my best creations are after a very intensely painful episode. It’s like, make me cry pleeease I need to release something haha

Xxx