Re. Addicted to her

I give her so much power.

Why can't I let her go, I don't even know if I love her, but I am seemingly addicted.

What steps do I need to take and how can I take them?

I keep feeling like I'm going to breakdown. I just can't escape.

I am in the worst period of my life and I was so stable before I met her.

How do I get out of this mess?

I am sorry that you are having a hard time.

In my case, physical distance helped me overcome it.

Thanks for your reply.

I can see how physical distance can be effective but I can't seem to get to that point.

It's so traumatic that eventually we crumble and end up on the same cycle again.