Want to ###$ my therapist

Hello,

I wonder if anybody has been there.

So I've recently started therapy with this guy, and I've felt this weird attraction towards him ever since I've seen a picture of his face. He's sooooo cute! I literally had a dream where I was kissing him.

Now the title of the thread is misleading (it's a clickbait really), I don't actually want to have sex with him (or any men for that matter, I'm just not into them in that way). You see, he's good looking, and he seems like a calm, docile type of guy. I would love to see him seriously injured. Or tied to a doghouse. Or just see fear and pain expressed on his pretty, sweet face.

I'm not sure what to do in this situation. Three options come to my mind: a) I could just tell him bluntly that my feelings are like this, without any attempts to manipulate him, but I'm honestly scared what the consequences might be. b) I could tell him this in a way that would frighten him, so I could fulfill my fantasy in this way at least; c) I could just leave it. After all, my attraction towards him is not very strong, all I like about him is his face and apparent personality, I don't even want to see the rest of his body since I'm not sexually attracted to males.

It's just a really weird situation.

Maybe he feels the same way?

I always get really anxious that I'm giving off sexual signals to therapists, psychologists and psychiatrists and that they might think I fancy them.

I've never had any attractive ones though.

i actualy did
i was thinking this 'll make a great story
and she was not bad looking and she was there so why not?
and than i used that story with another therapist who was getting triggered than conbative with me

Is it some sort of intensive psychotherapy where they want to know everything on your mind, or some sort of behavior therapy where you only see the therapist once a week? If the latter I wouldn't bother.

CloudShark wrote:Maybe he feels the same way?

I always get really anxious that I'm giving off sexual signals to therapists, psychologists and psychiatrists and that they might think I fancy them.

I've never had any attractive ones though.

Ah, the hyperawareness of OCD. Been there, done that.

octopuslol wrote:Is it some sort of intensive psychotherapy where they want to know everything on your mind, or some sort of behavior therapy where you only see the therapist once a week? If the latter I wouldn't bother.

We haven't yet decided on how frequent our meetings should be. I imagine it would be better for him to go for no more often than once a week, so he can keep some of his sanity. I can come off as intense or intimidating.

note to self : become a life coach

jerboa wrote:Hello,
It's just a really weird situation.

Is he charging by the hour?

I can't stop thinking about this attractive therapist now, on his hands and knees, collar round his neck and tied to a dog house - wearing only skimpy underpants. Eating dog food out of a bowl and feeling humiliated.

CloudShark wrote:I can't stop thinking about this attractive therapist now, on his hands and knees, collar round his neck and tied to a dog house - wearing only skimpy underpants. Eating dog food out of a bowl and feeling humiliated.

really CS ...very interesting

Echinacea wrote:
really CS ...very interesting

I derive no sordid gratification from these thoughts.