Fearlessness

My beautiful 12 year old step daughter asked me today why I'm not scared of anything. And then I thought about it and I really can't think of anything I'm scared of. Is that the BPD or just me?

I don't know if this is BPD or not, but i often feel like this. Maybe its the impulsive side people with cluster B disorders or traits share....

Sometimes I fear things and other times I don't. I think it depends on the situation. Only you really know the answer as to why you aren't fearful I guess... Deep down inside somewhere.

I'm afraid of everything and nothing all at once. If this even makes sense at all. I guess I'm not afraid of going 150 miles per hour without a seatbelt on or the consequences of that even....but I'm afraid of spiders. I'm not afraid of going home late at night with strangers but I'm afraid of getting aids. I guess I'm not afraid of real threats. They somehow make me feel like I'm alive.