I push people away.

I have a problem with people i've been friends with for a long time. I idealize them as friends, and then they do something wrong and then i decide i hate them. I said this in a previous post, but this girl told me she loved me and wanted to be with me, but i told her i hated her and wanted her to die. Can anyone relate with me?

I do this all the time. Especially if I feel a friend of mine is being unsympathetic or ignoring me...then I think, Ughh...you're a jerk...why do I spend any time with you? Sometimes I get over it quickly, sometimes it takes me a long time.

Some of my friends WERE being jerks, and i no longer talk to them, but i do this with my family a lot.