I miss the kids

I decided to have them there when I pick the stuff up. I talked to them on the phone today. It was good.

good luck!!!

Oh my goodness, this post broke my heart. I am so sorry what you are having to go through, for you to be a big part of 2 kids lives, especially as young as they are, then not being able to be part of their life anymore. Or being able to see them for them once more for the last time. It must be awful what you are going through right now and hurt so much!!. The only thing I could recommend, if she definitely will not let you be part of their life anymore, then to go and see them one last time, give them each something little that will allow them to remember who you are and how much you cared about them. Whether this is a letter that they read later on when they are older, or something that resembles the kind of close relationship you had with them. Or maybe even a photo of you 3 together and on the back of the photo writing from you telling them how much they mean to you, how you will always remember them and that they will be forever in a special place in your heart. They probably won't understand very well at their age now but as they grow up they will always remember you from the picture and will know how much you cared about them. I wish you the best of luck, I really do.

Wishing you the best.

We are all here for you if you need us.

Oh. I lost a story when I was editing my original post. There are three. There is a super awesome 2 year old adventuring boy as well.


Anyway, thanks a bunch you guys.

I know it's hard, but I'll be wishing you all the best when you do this. Stay strong, it'll be ok no matter what happens. We're here for you through this.