i am afraid if the same things happens to me again....

hi to the forum...i am from grreece and so sorry about my bad english i will try to be as simple i can ok?
before 4 months about i was in a hospital that i try to escape i was very anger with the situation there i was like a tiger i almost try to escape from the window afterall i was out in 4 days that it seems to me 1 day strange the time is stopped from here end of story...
the next thing that i want to note is that i have a lote of passion with athletics and reading all the time
i cant sleeping for days or one month.the next episode of mania is became before 3 months in aygyst
remember that the way that i walk that talk even the way that i enetred in stores it was something else for example i have no money and i buy the most expensives shoes because i have no needed the money or needed credid cards because i am someone....the police department came and arest me so many times arset take me for a ride i say for better ...my question is is thir any propability to hsppen to me thes same things to me again i am taking risperdal abilify topamac

Hi and welcome

I am sorry to hear about all you have been through. It sounds like you have had quite a time of it. It is understandable to be worried about going through the same things again but hopefully with the meds you are on things wont be quite so severe. Some advice I would give you to help try to keep things stable is get good sleep, eat well, try to exercise, make sure you take your meds regularly and another thing is to try to recognise your early warning signs so you can get help when needed before things get too bad. Early warning signs are things that happen towards the start of a mood episode. Eg for me for being high I start not sleeping, I spend etc and for low I sleep more and cancel things. These are not signs of a full blown episode just warnings that one might be happening and if you get them it is worth going to see the Dr.

Keep talking

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