by Djspaz88 » Fri Sep 21, 2012 9:37 pm
So I was just diagnosed as bipolar 2 last week by my psychiatrist. He put me on lamictal and by day two I noticed some red bumps on my arm. I called him today and he told me i need to stop it obviously. I'm currently taking 20mg celexa, klonopin as needed for anxiety, 100mg of topamax, and 7.5 mg of dexedrine daily for adhd symptoms. He wants me to get off of the topamax because he feels like it isn't the best at stabilizing mood. I had been on it before, but I noticed i wasn't stabilized until about 250mg. Anyway I know he's going to want to try me on other meds, but I'm so afraid of weight gain. I already have issues with food cravings and wanting to eat a lot... luckily the topamax and dexedrine help that. I exercise a lot and eat well to maintain my body and I don't want something just putting on weight despite that. I think that would make me more depressed. Now I know you're going to say something like that's the price to pay for being stable.... Well the thing is I'm an exotic dancer, starting to get into modeling, and am a dj(all of which being attractive and fit is important). This is my livelyhood and I can't have a medication making me fat. I know a lot has to do with your chemistry and I also know that i tend to eat more and not give a crap when I'm depressed. I don't want to have to starve myself and go to the gym for hours just to keep myself from gaining weight on this crap. Has anyone had any good experiences with anything other than lamictal? Do you think having topamax and adding something else at a low dose would be just as effective without the weight gain? Blahhhhh.