Hi, this is my first post here.
I have created this account recently because of my continuous problems sleeping.
I have been diagnosed with bipolar disorder several years ago. Afterwards, I began one test study that provided the medication for free. I eventually discontinued the study because seroquel made me twitch violently and I was unable to sleep on it. (After that I was unable to afford proper medication/doctor visits)
I have not been on medication for about 3 years.
I do have consistent short lived outbursts, but I am able to control them if not perpetuated further. My husband helps with this a lot.
Anyway, what really has consistently bothered me is my inability to sleep. I sleep on average 4 hours a night, usually ranging from 5am-9am. This has been going on for a year now and has perpetually gotten worse. These past 4 nights have ranged from 2 hours of sleep to none (last night). My husband has taken notice of me never sleeping next to him and it has started to worry him.
Since I will never be able to afford medication, I usually am just able to drink myself to sleep, but it has become too expensive and we are quitting alcohol. I am drinking the last of all of our back up alcohol now.
I am worried I will become a complete insomniac once we quit drinking, and would like to know if there are any natural, cheap ways to induce sleep.
Also, in theory if I could ever afford it, what medication would you recommend?