hi everyone.. i'm back

heeeeeyyyyy. i sorta needed somewhere to talk, so i thought i'd look this place up again.

hmmmm... lots of stuff happened. i started high school. i met this girl named taylor. a couple months latter she tried to kill herself. i found out she's tryed 4 times in the past couple of years. she's really intent on dieing.

i found out i'm moving again. which is cool, but i never know how it'll efect me till i go. i'm trying to make it inot this art school in savannah. that's where i'm moving.

i havn't seen a doctor yet. i don't want to. i've given up on that fact that their is hope for me. there's no hope for taylor, and she's got plunty of meds. she's been diagnosed with a whole mess of disorders. scitzaphrenia (sp?), bp, severe depression, insomnia. i don't think she's really heathly for me to be around, but o well.

i've started cutting again. after it had stoped for so long. i'm not ashamed, it helps me. i just wish there was someother way, b/c the blood dose get gross sometimes. no one knows but taylor. i do it on my legs. no more jackets for jessica!

well, just wanted to let you know how i am. i'll probebly reply more and post less now. tata

if you guys don't remener me, it has been a while sence i got on, maybe everyone i knew left the forum. but i wrote 'hi i just need someone to talk to please get on'.