averity05 wrote:I've been looking up as much as possible about bipolar and I fear that I have it.
I just don't know, because I meet several item's on the manic criteria, but I don't meet one requirement for the depressive state. Is this possible? Please let me know.
I know in the manic state someone can be irritated and have increased self-esteam. It also cause increased happiness and can invole risk taking.
I know that the depressive state of bipolar is very similar to "clinical depression", which involves hoplessness, guilt, and possibly wanting to commit suicide.
That's all I can contribute for now.
To be dx'd bipolar you have to have at least one depressive episode lasting at least a week.
A simple question??? Do you find yourself rambling from subject to subject, rudely interrupting others, with connective thinking involved, i.e. "OHyeah, that reminds me of another story..." and then taking hours to get back to the beginning of what you were talking about, but remembering it, such as a full circle effect?
I am bipolar one, so my depressions are far apart, but hit harder than I can describe, because I'm not used to them. Bipolar one is mostly manic. This I have learned to see and control. With many years of self destruction and loss. I can't control my moods, but I can control how I deal with them.
Do you find yourself self medicating?
Do you go days without sleep?
Do you shop without thinking of the consequences?
None of this is meant as stigma toward anyone, as you all know I have been dx'd since my early 20's. So I am speaking from experience and by no means mean to stereotype anyone. I hate stigma