Well doc is changing my meds around cuz just the depakote isnt working. I went from 2000mg to 1000mg of the dep, he added 5 mg of zyprexa and 25 mg for 10 days to 50mg of Lamictal. He's trying to cover both ends of my moods. I can slip into a deep depression and I have still have the manic tendencies, especially dealing with ppl. My husband also says he hasnt seen any difference, if anything Ive become more irrational.
I about yelled at another patient yesterday in the waiting room cuz it was 5 min after his appt time and an emergency patient went in ahead of him so he ranted on about it. I really couldnt see what the point was and it rubbed me wrong. The office I go to is great! There are 3 in the practice..they take walk ins after 4pm 4 days a week, they squeeze in emergency patients and one of them is always available. And you have to admit waiting an extra 10-15 min for appt isnt going to kill you since a reg physicians office wait is much longer.
I just wanted to tell him to shut up!! (not so nicely of course) I got the shakes and the swelling inside me like I was going to burst. But I behaved and kept my mouth shut. Normally I wouldnt. Even in my most irrational moods 15 mins wouldnt have bothered me. I had to wait yesterday too, geeesh......Just had to get that off my chest.
Anyway I hope I dont have munchie problems with the Lamictal like I hear so much about. If I do hopefully I can resist. If he keeps me on depakote and the others...my script cost will be 90.00$ a month. Thank god for ins. I have another sppt with a pain doc next month and I dont know what Ill be getting from him.
Hope you are all well!