1st Post Confused/bewildered/lost

I am new here havn't been diagnosed yet I am going to psych dr on Thursday because my gp has tried all he could and there could be underlying factors to what is going on. I have PTSD and Depression. to me it is awful hard acting like everything is fine at work and it wears me out, I just don't know what to do. I will go for a while and everything is going good then **BAM** $#%^ goes to hell and I hate everyone in site. I am confused about what is going on with myself hopefully thusday I will find something out and can get some kind of control of if.
right now I am taking
klonipin .5mg
Respridol not sure on this one but think it might be like .1 or .5mg
Cymbalta 30mg

Funny thing is I took the res and cym before bed last night at about 1am and about 1pm this afternoon bam my mood took a dive so I grabbed a klonipin which help a lil.

Is it always this bad when you are trying to figure out what is goin on?
Stupid Question I know

Sorry to hear that you're going through this. It's rough until you find the right thing that works for you. It can take some time to finally get a medication or set of medications that work just right, but it's worth the time and effort.

Well I went to therapist I don’t know if he qualified to diagnose me but he referred me to a mental health facility, but any way I talked with him with my wife and what he told me was I have textbook bipolar with sleep deprivation and ptsd. I hate the word textbook when being told what I have. But any way he referred me to a Dr in okc that will go more in depth with what is going on and what meds I need to take. I was hoping to get my meds straighten out today so frustrating but I guess that’s the process that I have to go through. **BABY STEPS** **BABY STEPS** but I think my a$$ will be sore by the time I learn to walk.

How are things now?