Ronald wrote:Can't hypomania also be real happiness? Like wouldn't you expect to go a little hypo if you're really really happy?
brakingdown wrote:I'm on lithium too. I think that explains it. I kind of miss the hypomania, though.
voracious_lemon wrote:Ronald wrote:Can't hypomania also be real happiness? Like wouldn't you expect to go a little hypo if you're really really happy?
I don't think so. There is happiness because that's the emotion you're experiencing under whatever conditions, then there is hypomania which is a mood state that is, for one reason or another, a "problem."
Happiness isn't overconfidence and lack of judgement. It's not a complete lack of inhibition. It's not racing thoughts and only naturally speedy people being able to understand you. It's not losing impulse control or flipping out over little things. Happiness is feeling good, but maintaining a steady level of functioning and judgement.
I think of hypomania as a natural coke high.
Everyone's hypomania is a little different, but it's called hypomania and is treated because there are downsides. You could wind up in debt, with an STD, unwanted pregnancy, broken relationships, or injuries because there is almost always an element of doing things that can and will hurt you thinking that they won't, or if you have BPI you could escalate into full blown mania and potentially psychosis. Because no two person's hypomanias are the same the answer to your question, brakingdown, is different from person to person.
If I'm hypomanic I sleep a lot less and have more energy than I know what to do with. I can go from "life is perfect" to screaming and yelling because the guy ahead of me is doing 49 in a 50. I think I'm better than everyone else. Everybody and everything is too slow. I feel my thoughts are like a drug. God is flowing through my veins. My behavior is unpredictable, and as the hypomania gets worse my family and friends complain that they can't understand anything I'm saying or doing, and it sometimes hurts them.
If I'm happy there is none of that. I'm not a saint, but I have some semblance of patience and I get along with people better. I feel good, but I'm not euphoric. People still tell me to slow down because that's just me, but it's generally just a few sloths.
Ronald wrote:Thanks for the response. Sounds like it's easy to conflate elevation with hypomania and hypomania with lower-level mania. The distinction between them is mostly a matter of functionality; hypomania is for the most part controllable, but your description seems to fit well with what you'd expect on the cusp of mania while not quite being mania itself. But I get the impression that you think hypomania is more inherently dysfunctional than it actually is. Only the more extreme examples will experience most of the things you've mentioned, and it's not required that irritation be a feature. Quite possible to be slightly hypomanic and for that to have been situationally triggered, and for it to be not a bad thing at all.
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