by Delta13 » Tue Mar 27, 2018 2:31 pm
Hi,
I am very new to the forum but I felt this should be a topic I begin my introduction in since it is my ultimate goal to “unpack” this illness and try to determine if it truly is reversible by correcting various chemical imbalances naturally.
I’m turning 53 this year and it has been less than six months since my diagnosis. I was a bit overwhelmed at first, having come from a generation who viewed any mental illness as basically a death sentence for having any sort of functioning life. It was something that happened to a relative of a friend, not to you. After the initial shock, I began my research - that is what I do when I encounter anything alien to me. I research...sometimes obsessively, but that’s another thread altogether. As I read, I began to understand and personally relate most all of my “nonsensical behaviors” over the years with a typical manic, hypomanic or depressive cycle as well as the rapid cycling experiences. I also realized I was changing. The cycling was getting faster and it had begun to seriously affect my life on a daily basis instead of the every few years’ major bridge burning sessions I had done in the past.
So, what now? I did not want to begin experimenting with a psychiatrist and just randomly throwing chemical darts on a board to see what stuck. I am one of those rarely blessed people who doesn’t “have” to work or provide an income for my well being or a family. My children are grown and have families of their own and my husband is amazing and loves me unconditionally. My life has given me advantages I did not want to squander; so it is my goal to discover if cure is possible and if so, is it possible without synthetic chemicals that all come with a trail of devestating side effects worse than effecting whatever symptoms they were designed or randomly discovered to slow or stop. Obviously I’m in the early stages of this journey and still adjusting to my new situation. The cycling continues to decrease in time between switches are somehow chemically thrown to jerk me into the up, down or numb sections of this rollercoaster I’m stuck riding in, but, I’m able to positively alter the emotional turmoil that comes with the highs and lows with varying degrees of success using natural supplements and good nutrition. I’m not advertising what I’m doing yet because the data is still all over the place but, my hope in joining this forum, is to learn what others have tried, what they struggle with and what genuinely helps them. I am grateful for any and all guidance and responses. I will report on successes and non-starters as soon as there is enough data to produce a solid finding.
Thank you.
With Hope,
D