Do I have Bipolar or something ?

Hi
this been going on for a while now

it started a few weeks ago when i was at work and they ran out of a certain pizza i wanted to try i was mad and said i didn't want anything else i was almost crying as well and stop talked for a while but did talk before the end of the day. I often think people are being mean or mad at me because of they torn or no reason at all. Today I asked my boss a simple question they were having something going out and i asked if i should change all of the bags and she said yes like everyday (i could't remember the exactly words she said) and i felt she was annoyed by that or something so i was upset but it didn't seem she was upset I am on 150mg of seroqel and mirt and it was increase a few weeks ago but the thinking people are mad or being mean be going on for a while now. could I have depression again ?

What are you taking the Seroquel for? Have you already been diagnosed with depression?

We can not diagnose here, but there is much more to bipolar than what you just described. Things that come to mind based off of what you have written are insecurity, paranoia, and being overemotional (which is how I am, because I think these things as well).

Since you are taking Seroquel already, I'd imagine you have a pdoc, so bring these things up with them. Perhaps ask for a reevaluation? Or get a second opinion (they always say a second opinion is something you should do).

Could just be the winter blah time of year. This time of year is always bad for me for depression and usually spring is mania inducing. Feeling that everyone is mad at you is a sign of a persecutory delusion.

detour12 wrote:Hi
this been going on for a while now

it started a few weeks ago when i was at work and they ran out of a certain pizza i wanted to try i was mad and said i didn't want anything else i was almost crying as well and stop talked for a while but did talk before the end of the day. I often think people are being mean or mad at me because of they torn or no reason at all. Today I asked my boss a simple question they were having something going out and i asked if i should change all of the bags and she said yes like everyday (i could't remember the exactly words she said) and i felt she was annoyed by that or something so i was upset but it didn't seem she was upset I am on 150mg of seroqel and mirt and it was increase a few weeks ago but the thinking people are mad or being mean be going on for a while now. could I have depression again ?

Hi detour12,
I'm definitely not a professional, but maybe you've already tried this, but have you looked up some symptoms of bipolar to see if you identify with them. You could be in a mixed episode, manic episode, or hypomanic episode, or depressive episode, or just be stable, or be not quite as stable as you would like to be. It all depends how your moods are. When I cry nonstop, and I mean I can cry all day long throughout the day over the same thing, my emotions are taking over and I know it's not normal, so I watch my symtoms and try to discern where I am on my mood level. Write down all your symptoms after looking up what bipolar entails. What is the seroquel and mirt for?

When I get depressed I slow down my thinking, I feel so tired and depressed as in low in mood. I don't feel great and it shows when I write or speak. Everything is wrong with my life and everything just seems so hard. Just getting up in the morning is so hard. Depends what level of depression you are in. We can't diagnose but it's good to share how our moods affect us. So I would suggest to watch your mood, write stuff down and see where you are at. Keep us updated, if you can.