Hello finally posting!

Hey there.
I've lurked on this site for many many years and never got the courage up to post much. This is the 3rd account I've made since I forget the usernames and passwords so easily!
Anyway not much to say right now as my mood has been stable for about 2 months yippee. My record is 3 months so I'm hoping to beat that. I still have extreme apathy and lethergy and blunted emotions but that's due to meds I think. I'm hoping I can get over my social anxiety and become an active member!

Love transcend x

Hello & welcome!

Congrats on being stable.

welcome! sounds like you're taking good care of yourself.

Thank you jellybeanery and son.

Yes I'm taking good care of myself .....it's been a long road

Yes yes, welcome! ^o^

Thank you for the welcome Tyler! I'm looking forward to chatting with you all

Join in. It is good.
Sitting on the sideline and watching is okay too, if that is what you want, but I find the real fruit is in participating. When I join in, I have a stake in the game. it becomes real.

My assignment for you is to write a 1000 word life history and post it here for everyone to see.
I'm kidding. Disclosure is tough. This is a safe place and each person has total control. We can participate as much as we want.

skilsaw wrote:Join in. It is good.
Sitting on the sideline and watching is okay too, if that is what you want, but I find the real fruit is in participating. When I join in, I have a stake in the game. it becomes real.

My assignment for you is to write a 1000 word life history and post it here for everyone to see.
I'm kidding. Disclosure is tough. This is a safe place and each person has total control. We can participate as much as we want.

Hey really appreciate that skilsaw. Essays you may not get tho! Although I'd say my life history is more than 1000 words for sure!
In other news finally got am appointment through with my psych for 5 weeks time. I'm having bad side effects from aripiprazole. But mood is stable phew!

Hello and welcome. I've been gone a few days so I didn't get a chance to reply earlier to your post. What are the side effects you are having with aripiprazole (Abilify)?

Hi quietgirl

I'm getting extreme anxiety, fatigue, no motivation or interest in things and feeling flat. Also I'm dissociating a lot. My senses are all warped and distorted. I'm supposed to be on diazepam but came off a few weeks back and things are getting worse than ever now. I think the aripiprazole is causing a lot of it.