For the past two weeks I've been battling some pretty gnarly hypomania. I've been ticking off all the boxes, plus people have been telling me that I look like I'm on drugs. I was hospitalized last week and just got out yesterday morning. I saw my therapist and she seemed very concerned and said I was still worryingly hypomanic. Pdoc floated the idea of starting injectable APs. I can't sleep. I took 100mg of trazodone as prescribed and I can barely feel it. I tried to sleep, I just can't. My mind is racing. I can't talk as fast as I can think. This is agonizing. I just want it to stop. I can't believe I was doubting this diagnosis. I didn't think this could happen to me but it did.
THE MEDS AREN'T WORKING. Insurance wouldn't let me stay at the hospital longer. I think I needed it. I do.