Since I moved abroad for school, nearly a year ago, I've been receiving monthly scripts from my GP. Of course these scripts only refer back to the last one my pdoc at home wrote and I haven't asked to alter the dose. I intended to find a pdoc when I moved but out of laziness, poor time management and some anticipated language barriers in coordinating with secretaries, I allowed the appointment to come and go, and never rescheduled. First time appointments are often scheduled 2-4 weeks in advance here, so after missing mine I found seeing my GP, who is willing to hand me scripts between patients, much more convenient.
Though this has presented problems that I ultimately need to address by finding an actual pdoc, I've enjoyed being able to receive my meds without presenting an hourly timeline of my mood changes or pointing at the facial expression that corresponds to my irritability levels. Instead of pathologising my frustration or sadness, I've allowed myself to re-examine it in terms of events and things in my life worth feeling frustrated about or disappointed by. In a way, I've developed a bit more of a backbone. Instead of automatically thinking, "well, I'm pathologically (insert adjective), so this is probably my fault," I've felt more confident asserting my desires and analysing my actions. And I guess I'm afraid of losing this "agency" of sorts when I start seeing a psychiatrist again.
Any of you have experience being on meds sans pdoc? Also, is it just me or doesn't it seem a bit odd for a GP to write scripts for anti-psychotics to a foreigner with a year old letter from her last psychiatrist?