In crisis and therapist out of town

I'm sinking into a pretty serious depressive episode and my therapist is out of town until 11/6. I called and emailed a low-cost counseling center but no response yet. I feel pretty desperate. I'm not at the point of calling a crisis line or 911 but I thought I would reach out here so at least I don't feel completely alone.

Not sure if I can help much, but if you ever feel the need to vent or whatever you can pm me. Sorry you're having such a tough time,

Thanks Holodeck. I hate how unpredictable these episodes are. I'm trying to reach the text crisis hotline and my texts keep failing.

I finally got through to the crisis text line. It helped a little. I also made an appointment at the local low-cost clinic since my therapist doesn't get back until 11/6. My appointment isn't until Monday though. I guess once you say you don't have an active suicide plan you become less of a priority.

I thought I was more stable lately but I guess not. I hate how these episodes come down on me like a tornado.

Personally I never go to a therapist for a crisis, always pdoc or ER if it's bad because usually medication changes are needed.

Good point. I'm not sure what else we can change with my meds. I feel like we've tried everything.

My pdoc has mentioned Lithium as a last resort because it could complicate other health issues I have.