by eterea107 » Sun Sep 24, 2017 11:31 pm
Are you referring to hypomania or fully-blown mania (bipolar 1)?
I get a lot of the symptoms you describe during hypomania you all describe (excessive talking, grandiosity, wanting to "be on the go," hypersexuality, etc.) and I am generally ok as long as I stay on my meds, get some sleep each day and my boyfriend keeps an eye on me. I have had bipolar disorder for many years so I've slowly become better about not acting on my impulse during hypomania. (Mania is a different story.)
I'm disabled due to bipolar 1 and some anxiety disorders--so I will stay home and "dial down" my environment, so to speak. Basically, the less stimulation for me, the better. And I stay on my meds and I don't drink alcohol or use street drugs.
I'm definitely more energetic but I also can feel an edgy feeling that is uncomfortable for me. I feel like things aren't moving fast enough. The world is too slow, people are talking too slowly, etc. But it's my hypomania.
If I'm fully blown manic, that's a much more elevated state for me and it's very destructive financially and with relationships....and I have no insight as to how manic I am. Basically, I can be a bull in a China shop and having a "great" time.....when I am doing reckless things and go days without sleeping. I can become psychotic and am subject to having it flip into a mixed episode. It's a horrible state that doesn't happen often, since I'm on meds, but it still happens regardless every few years. Those are times where I may need hospitalization.
As a rule of thumb, I'm a light sleeper. I average about 4-5 hours a night. Then i will have a good night's rest of 8-9 hours once a week or so. That's my baseline. Most people need more sleep. My psychiatrist and I agree that six hours a night is a good amount of sleep for me.
If I go more than three days with zero sleep, I'm definitely hypomanic and teetering on the edge to mania. So that is when I call my psychiatrist and usually he will get me in to see him by the next day. Earlier this year, I had five days of zero sleep and he had me voluntarily admitted into a hospital that specializes in mood disorders. He said they could stabilize me fastest, which they did. That was a manic state I was facing so I had to get help.
I hope that helps. I tend to be on the "up" side as far as bipolar moods go, I think because I have bipolar 1. The mixed episodes are the absolute worst, for me. If you're questioning mania...it sounds like you're on the upswing. Be careful and get help if you can't sleep and your meds aren't working, especially if you are alone.
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