by Ennui » Sat Jun 03, 2017 12:00 pm
Oh yes, unfortunately I know all about hyper sexuality. It happens to me so regularly when I'm high in mood that one warning sign is feeling more attractive than usual, and finding others (by that, I mean both sexes) more attractive than usual, too.
*TW*starts
It starts off like that, but can then lead to some out-of-control and extremely out of character behaviour, such as stripping off when hospitalised, making out with a guy in hospital, going home with a guy after knowing him only a few hours, or dating- and sleeping with- three guys at once. Looking back on this behaviour, I feel pretty ashamed and guilty, though I know logically that I was very ill and not in my right mind.
*TW ends*
My last boyfriend also called me 'insatiable', though, and I was mostly stable on my meds for most of the time I was seeing him, so I'm not sure how much of it is just how I am, or whether it could be a residual symptom of my bipolar.
'Un ennui...' (Mallarmé)
'Perseverance is power' (Japanese proverb)
'All the world's a stage,/And all the men and women merely players'
Diagnoses: Bipolar affective disorder, GAD
Medications: 800mg Tegretol XR, 5mg Zyprexa