I drink instead

Thank you for your words. I feel I have no reason to not drink. My husband drinks and so do my family. I can not refer on a family member as they are the reeson for my sadness. It is like "why should I"? I do not have children as I can not have children. I feel like my husband disrespects me because I can not bare children. I love my husband and I wish we can be happy. I have phone calls with my therapist. I feel she does not care. The only one who should care about me is myself but I do not either. Is there any outreach fort a foreigner like me? I am living in Ohio temporarily.

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I dont know the answer about outreach stuff as I dont live in the States. One thing I was going to suggest is would you consider some couples therapy with your husband? Do you think that is something he would agree to as it sounds like it might help you both. Worth thinking about maybe. With the drinking you need to be ina place where you want to stop and it does not sound like you are there but perhaps mull it over -it is in your head now for processing so that is good.

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