by moramind » Wed Dec 06, 2006 4:29 am
yea, anti psychs make me sick, abilify gave me that whole zombie thing, i lost my moter skills while i was on it, was always tense, and had more voices telling me to kill and hurt more, and then risperdal gave me hypoglycemia, it felt like i couldn't stand for more than thirty minutes, but anywho, the risp. worked, but then it made me sick in another way, which sucked, i'm on lamictal, it's an anticonvulsant, and from what i know it's like lithium, just calms down all those crazy nerves making you go up and down, or stay really down in my case, and tomorrow actuallyi have an appointment with a new psychiatrist and hopefully i'll get on a good benzo, they're the best for anxiety, for me, it's like i get anxiety, then depression, then psychosis, deadly i tell ya, but anywho, thanks for shareing and i hope everyday gets a lil brighter
somtimes, it's like i want to touch these lights, and give into them become them, just a flash for a moment~in this world