Would You?

In an instant. All the glorious vistas in the world are not worth the hell. Sorry Stephen, but I want to be normal.

This is a vain reason, because for this sole reason I would wish to be normal. To not be so overweight. I began treatment for my depression over 8 years ago. At that time I was skinny and attractive. Now I am chubby and have it show in my face first, then in my body. I physically feel that I could be out of breath climbing my own stairs to the second floor. My weight gain began and was due to the antidepressants and then to being so depressed that I ate so much or didn't do any exercise because I had no motivation due to the constant depression. I would wish to be normal because of that. I want to be skinny again. And pretty.