by batpoopprincess » Tue Jul 29, 2014 4:55 pm
Three times total: One inpatient stay and two outpatient programs.
I feel differently about my inpatient stay than lots of folks here: it was absolutely necessary, and I was better off when I came out than when I'd gone in.
At the time of my inpatient stay, I was driven to suicide by delusional thoughts. I needed to have my meds adjusted and I needed to be supervised until I was no longer a danger to myself. The unit I went to has a very good reputation locally, and while I didn't find all of the group work helpful, I could relax a bit knowing that I was safe. There was one question during one group that was very meaningful for me, and I still think about it now.
My outpatient stays were kind of "placeholders," in that they gave me somewhere to go while I got myself back together and got over my episode. They didn't help much, but they didn't hurt, either.
Jennifer