mood swings

I am writing this from my work desk.

I all of a sudden started crying for no reason. I cant deal with these ######6 mood swings . I should have taken some time off while im transitioning medications. I am having anxiety all the time which is leading me to take ativan at work , the irritability and the mood swings are exhausting.

This is when I really hate being bi polar

Transitioning from medicine to another is the worst. I go through with it and I always say, never again, I cannot go through with these changes of medication ever again. It's too much and too risky. But I do it and I've done it several times. Doesn't make being bipolar easy at all. So much stuff we have to go through and the world goes around us like nothing. Meanwhile our world is all shook up. I really have a clue as to how you feel. Hope you have the right dosage and the right anxiety medication for you to alleviate your symptoms.

Hugs

I really hope things improve for you soon. Med changes are horrible; thinking of you.

Take good care and be kind to yourself

Hugs

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