Laughing Instead of Studying...

I don't laugh hysterically for "long periods of time", I just laugh occasionally, sometimes hysterically, at something I was thinking about. Whenever I laugh at something I was thinking about, it is pretty much the normal length of time for a laugh. I'm pretty sure it's the medication that's making me do that though. If I was on a lower dose of medication, I'd probably never laugh at all, because I would be too busy disciplining/depriving myself. That's how it works for me.

As long as I keep taking the satanic pill everyday, I will never be the way I am supposed to be: disciplined.

jonas wrote:I'm not skipping any dosages. I haven't skipped a single dose in almost seven straight years. Of course, the amount of each dosage has been variable over the years. I don't really care, though, if it's "better" for me to be on a higher dose for a very long time. I already know that all it does is corrupt me.

kk So when you're talking about lowering dosages, you're talking about having a lower dosage prescribed by your doctor, correct?

I'm just talking about simply taking a lower dose. Psychiatrists can't force you to take a certain dose. Otherwise, I would just stop seeing them. And if I stopped seeing them, I wouldn't be taking any dose at all. Now which is better by the psychiatrist's terms: taking a lower dose, or not taking any dose at all?

jonas wrote:I don't laugh hysterically for "long periods of time", I just laugh occasionally, sometimes hysterically, at something I was thinking about. Whenever I laugh at something I was thinking about, it is pretty much the normal length of time for a laugh. I'm pretty sure it's the medication that's making me do that though. If I was on a lower dose of medication, I'd probably never laugh at all, because I would be too busy disciplining/depriving myself. That's how it works for me.

As long as I keep taking the satanic pill everyday, I will never be the way I am supposed to be: disciplined.

hmm, well honestly, i do not see the hazard of having a good laugh.